The Experience

There are times that you wanted to take your words back but you can't. Better just stand up by your pride rather than admit that you're wrong. Because this is you. You wanted so much for people to understand but they just can't accept it because it's not right. You want so much to lose your shell and to destroy your own walls but you're too afraid because you're broken inside. We're all afraid to shatter all the pieces of nonsense things, brokenness, pain, a little hatred, anger and a dash of self-pity. Sometimes in our lives, we come to a point that these are all the things we have to offer. We think that no one can accept it because we will not accept it from others as well. Why is it so hard to ourselves... Who can accept me wholly as I am???


"My child, why have you ran so far away? I will still be there for you wherever you are. You are never alone and this world may never accept you but remember that for Me, you are precious. I will always accept you for who you are because I made you. I won't ever forsake you. I know the very things you're made of. All I ask is for you to lose yourself and let Me win it for you. Your broken pieces are what I need to make you whole. And I AM so ready to make you whole again. Know that I CAN do that. Nothing is too hard for me... I know you because I made you. You're created for Me. For My pleasure."

"Take the first step and I will run the rest for you just to be with you. You're never too far away from Me. Your heart is connected to mine. My heart will always beat for you."

Feel it... This is My Love pouring for you... For your sake...
Because I Love You.

"I have loved you with an everlasting love."

-an experience I've had to hear my God speak me at my lowest point. May 22, 2005

Your Glory, It's Me!

What does it mean to see Your Glory?
Can I see it glow in me?
I don't know where to start and where to reach out
To look inside myself seem to make me blind
Blind of the things You've done so far from me...
Inside of me.
Please come and make me see,
Let it shine through and make it glow.
Let me see it glow.

Behold the wonders of the hands that shaped me.
You've known and planned my life
Before the creation of the world.
It's great to know You were there thinking of me
And until now, You've been molding me.

Make me discern the things You want the most
And how I've come so far because You touched me.

I stand in awe to know, I have Your beauty in me.
A part of You that I will always hold deep inside my heart
And the Words You breathe upon my soul.
You gave me this life to offer You.

I am the very thing for people to see Your Glory...
It shines on me!